2008.03.29
now listenning
I Will Follow You Into The Dark
Love of mine some day you will die
But I’ll be close behind
I’ll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
“Son fear is the heart of love”
So I never went back
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It’s nothing to cry about
Cause we’ll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
This is the lyric of a song from Death Cab For Cutie , I've been listenning for many times. I can feel something very sad from this song while he is singing. So strong, his promise to his love. Another thing i can feel, however, is peaceful. Just like he sing:The time for sleep is now ,It’s nothing to cry about. Yes there is nothing to cry about in this world. we all live in the big machine called nation. We just work for a machine during our lifetime. So bad the feeling is, but we can do nothing except waiting for death coming. The history of the world is just the chronicle of life and death, nothing to cry about. There is no need to escape, no need to sing: if i was crying in the van, with my friend, it was for freedom......
Love of mine some day you will die
But I’ll be close behind
I’ll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
“Son fear is the heart of love”
So I never went back
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It’s nothing to cry about
Cause we’ll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there’s no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
Then I’ll follow you into the dark
This is the lyric of a song from Death Cab For Cutie , I've been listenning for many times. I can feel something very sad from this song while he is singing. So strong, his promise to his love. Another thing i can feel, however, is peaceful. Just like he sing:The time for sleep is now ,It’s nothing to cry about. Yes there is nothing to cry about in this world. we all live in the big machine called nation. We just work for a machine during our lifetime. So bad the feeling is, but we can do nothing except waiting for death coming. The history of the world is just the chronicle of life and death, nothing to cry about. There is no need to escape, no need to sing: if i was crying in the van, with my friend, it was for freedom......
2008.01.26
短发 短发
把头发剪短了，总是感觉奇奇怪怪的，有时候摸一摸脑袋发现头发只到脖子，会觉得头发突然就变没了。
剪头的时候麻烦极了，还把头发给拉直了，高温烤得我觉得头发都不像是自己的了。
只是，民那再看到我是都会吃惊吧。
话说，我到现在也没有适应镜子里的那个人就是我。
剪头的时候麻烦极了，还把头发给拉直了，高温烤得我觉得头发都不像是自己的了。
只是，民那再看到我是都会吃惊吧。
话说，我到现在也没有适应镜子里的那个人就是我。
2007.12.30
我的2007
总之，又是一年快要过去了。
这一年似乎发生了很多事，或者我们都变了很多
也许，什么事都没有发生，我们都没有变，但是，请停止幻觉吧。
每一年都有很多要感谢的人，也有很多要说抱歉的人
没有时间一个一个地去说真的很遗憾
但是 谢谢所有的人 人生这个词你们教给了我
还有 对不起 一切我曾经伤害过的人。
今年依然是高兴的
原以为分班后以前的朋友之间会冷淡许多
可是 朋友依然是朋友 即使见面的机会少了在一起依然会扯得很开心 朋友之间的关系并没有冷淡下来
至少 我觉得是这样的 不知道别人如何认为
但是请保持这样的关系 即便是假象
至少 心不会疼痛难忍
这一年似乎发生了很多事，或者我们都变了很多
也许，什么事都没有发生，我们都没有变，但是，请停止幻觉吧。
每一年都有很多要感谢的人，也有很多要说抱歉的人
没有时间一个一个地去说真的很遗憾
但是 谢谢所有的人 人生这个词你们教给了我
还有 对不起 一切我曾经伤害过的人。
今年依然是高兴的
原以为分班后以前的朋友之间会冷淡许多
可是 朋友依然是朋友 即使见面的机会少了在一起依然会扯得很开心 朋友之间的关系并没有冷淡下来
至少 我觉得是这样的 不知道别人如何认为
但是请保持这样的关系 即便是假象
至少 心不会疼痛难忍
2007.12.23
麻花仔，加油！
数学应用竞赛的初赛头痛死了
昨天麻花小队聚在一起研读了数学委员会十一大精神
真是[哔-]大报告还要cd
明年大抵还是要有麻花小队的
也许这也是一班曾经存在过的证据
我讨厌标点
昨天麻花小队聚在一起研读了数学委员会十一大精神
真是[哔-]大报告还要cd
明年大抵还是要有麻花小队的
也许这也是一班曾经存在过的证据
我讨厌标点
2007.12.08
madly deeply completely
There are always too many things around. Just like this week, something about shool and something about my friend(it's the most important I think). But I just can do nothing though I want. And I can't stop thinking about it.
I want to think something deeply, but the world don't let me to do so. I just want to know more about the world and about it's truth. I've failed. I feel that I an just one of the discards of society and the world.
I want to show that I'm alive.
I forgot many things completely because I want to think something deeply.
I don't know whether I love China.
Chinese is my mother tongue after all and I must be afraid of living in other countries. But I don't want to stay in China for all my life.
My mum don't want me to go abroad.
Well there are too many things. They almost drive me crazy.
I want to think something deeply, but the world don't let me to do so. I just want to know more about the world and about it's truth. I've failed. I feel that I an just one of the discards of society and the world.
I want to show that I'm alive.
I forgot many things completely because I want to think something deeply.
I don't know whether I love China.
Chinese is my mother tongue after all and I must be afraid of living in other countries. But I don't want to stay in China for all my life.
My mum don't want me to go abroad.
Well there are too many things. They almost drive me crazy.